Posts from — August 2007

So, why am I at work just getting more upset about the over emotional excited state of some “folk” about M. Vick.  Yes, I understand that this fool  has hit a major nerve acoss america regarding the killingof these Dogs. I too don’t agree with what he has done, BUT give me a damn break. The man didn’t kill a PERSON! He didn’t smoke any of that good Mexican ganja and then decide to drive down the wrong way on a highway endangering himself and tons of others. He didn’t chase someone in a vehicle while intoxicated and high on that expensive ass white poweder or worse some of that Wack Crack, Whitney & Bobby have made famous. Nah. He in fact killed his own dogs on HIS property which can now land his ass in jail to up to 15 years. DAMN!!!!!

OK. I get the fact that killing the animals are a sore subject for some. I get the fact that some people consider thier pets to be their children (and to that I say GET A DAMN LIFE! but that’s just me)but that should not be some FEDeral rule.  Lindsay Lohan got 1 day in jail and community service and that slut had hardcore drugs in her posession, while in the custody of the police. I mean damn, had she had a .45 caliber stuffed in that fire crotch of hers - she would have gotten a week in jail? Who did she blow to get off like that? And they have the nerve to conveict MV on federal charges? Boy……

Let it be said once again, I am NOT in agreeance that M.Vicks actions but to ban this man from playing…..it’s a bit excessive. Why not sit him out for the season? I didn’t see LL and friends being fired and black listed from Hollywood A-listdom… Guess a separate set of rules apply for some and not for all.

Amy Winehouse (except Rehab - love the song but not my issue) is really a Fantabulous fukin CD. It is so perfect for this chapter in my life…

Ever have those days where you just wake up and feel like jammin for no damn reason? What…..Me and Mr. Jones, what kind of fuckery is this… YEAH! Why you smoke all my weed man? You got to call the green man! You hear such debauchery and yet you LOVE it!..

It’s the most crapy feeling to be at work and all of a sudden have a tidal wave of emotion over take you to the point of tears.  All this while in the middle of a stressful project and not one person to call. No mom ( who wants to burden their mother with more issues), No Dad (he’s being an ass these days -so we’re not exactly talking), No BFF ( never really had one but think I need one NOW) and no BF ( I explained that one before).

It just totally sucks to be me right now. I’m just so tired of being there for everyone else and then when I need some comforting or a shoulder to lean on or just something, I have no one.

I did a HUGE favor for a friend and have yet to even get a Thank You card. I’ve had so many instances of helping friends and family onlt to turn around and have them be complete assholes to me. Just freakin great. I mean I try and assist those in need and hate to see people suffer if they don’t have to  but damn…Forget nice guys finishing last, nice PEOPLE finish last and just don’t get shit!

OK, so I’m a 25 year old SBF and a wee bit tired of being single. I’m tired of reading about great relationships… Can a girl catach a break!

 I told myself that this summer would be the summer where I’d put myself (and-the twins) out there and be more available and all that jazz.

It’s now mid-August and I’ve met not one guy who tickles my fancy. Not to say there weren’t the good looking player types trying to get it; but who really wants to go down that route. I’ve tried to switch up my scene, I tried the lounge atmosphere rather than the clubs. I’ve tried walking a friends dog, on that off chance Mr. Right is walking his four legged friend. All I got out of that deal was a slew of mosquito bites and an allergic reaction to the damn dog. Great! I can’t ask my friends because all these chicks are single too! I mean really, why me?

I mean I’m an attractive, sassy, quick witted, intelligent, fun size (5′2) kind of gal. I can hold my own on any topic from Degas to International Politics and am quite funny if I don’t say so myself. So what’s the problem?! Why oh Why am I not getting the kinds of guys that I’m looking for? Instead, I get the married fools who think that by telling me they’re married but still looking to hook up -that in some perverse world i’m going to give him “points for honesty” and hook up with him anyway. WHY? This is what I seem to be attracting.

 You’d think my forehead had a sign that read slut at this rate. I just feel like screaming!

Not to say that I too can’t add to my own misery, after all this from a  gal who gets a wee bit shy to go up to a guy and start a conversation. OK.OK.OK. I know, I need to do a shit load better on my part- but sheesh, I’m trying to break free. It just seems to be at a snails pace. I’m hoping to find one of those speed dating type things and try it out.

 TBC… too depressed to go on..lmao i’ll be back.