WHATEVER!

THIS HASN’T REALLY BEEN A BAD WEEK.

 NOPE.

I WAS UBER EXCITED WHEN I RECEIVED MY STIMULOUS CHECK (FINALLY). I BOUGHT SOME SEXY NEW SHOES…NICENESS.  FINALLY DID A CONSULT FOR MY HAIR APPT. I MEAN I’VE BEEN GREAT PRETTY MUCH. OF COURSE  WE HAVE THE REQUISTE ANNOYANCES SUCH AS MY WEE LILTTLE BROTHER WHO KNOWS FOR A FACT(IN HIS HEAD) THAT HE’S BOTH TALLER AND OLDER THAN ME (I’LL LEAVE THAT SUBJ FOR ANOTHER TIME). SPECIAL CHILD HE IS.

BUT IT HAS BECOME CONSPICUOUSLY CLEAR THAT WHEN IT COMES TO DEALING WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX, I NEED MORE THAN REGULAR PATIENCE.

I MEAN LOOK, IF YOU ASK ME SOMETHING, I’M GOING TO ANSWER YOU AS HONESTLY A POSSIBLE. I DON’T PULL ANY PUNCHES. IF IT’S NOT THE ANSWER YOU’D LIKE, I MAY MAKE A JOKE OF IT AND BRUSH IT UP AS NICELY AS I CAN. BUT FUCK ME, WHAT MORE YOU WANT FROM ME?

I CAN’T UBIQUITOUSLY BE EVERYTHING TO EVERYONE AND IN THE MOLD IN WHICH THEY SEEK IT. I’M NOT PERFECT, FAAAARRRR FROM. I KNOW THIS. BUT IF I’M TRYING, AND WE’RE HAVING A BREAKDOWN OF FUCKING COMMUNICATION THEN BE EASY. I’M NOT TRYING TO PICK A FIGHT, NOT TRYING TO ARGUE, NOT TRYING TO BE DIFFICULT, NOT TRYING TO ADD STRESS WHERE IT NEED NOT BE. 

I GET ALL OF THIS BY SIMPLY STEPPING IN MY DAMN HOUSE AS IT IS. SO YOU KNOW I DON’T NEED IT.

STOP FUCKING SNIPPING (AND YOU ARE - WHETHER U REALIZE IT OR NOT) AT ME BECAUSE THAT WILL IN TURN, CAUSE ME TO BE  THE MOST UN-MELLIFLUOUS PERSON.  wHAT A WEEK THIS HAS BEEN ON THAT FRONT.  I’M DAMNED IF I DO AND DAMNED IF I DON’T.   

REALLY, DO YOU THINK I WANT TO HAVE THESE UNNECESSSARY AND TIME CONSUMING TIFFS?  i CAN DO THAT WITH THESE BITCHES HERE IN THE OFFICE. I DON’T NEED OR WANT THAT IN MY PERSONAL LIFE AND I’M PRETTY SURE U DONT NEED OR WANT THAT EITHER. 

THEN WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE, OF COURSE THE BLAME ALWAYS ENDS UP RIGHT OVER HERE. Ummm, NO.  MAYBE IT IS ME AND I DON’T SEE MY ROLE IN THE DISJOINTMENT, BUT YOU TOOOO HAVE YOUR FREAKING  STUMBLES THAT HEIGTEN SOMETHING VERY ORDINARY AND CAN MAKE IT VERY EXTRA.

I DO NO WANT A FIGHT. THIS WEEK HAS BEEN THE WORSE ON THIS FRONT FOR US.

I DON’T KNOW WHAT MORE YOU’D LIKE ME TO SAY.  

S.